Madison. Artist. Vancouver bound. Taken.
I am so glad that I ruined my name for you. You saying that doesn’t hurt me at all, in-case it has crossed your mind. Every single time you hear the name Madison, I hope the only thing you can think of is how manipulative and unfaithful your girlfriend is. Karma will come back at me for what I’ve done, but it is you who remains ignorant in choosing to stay with someone who was untrue. Newsflash, she didn’t cheat once. She didn’t cheat twice. She cheated every single day over the course of 7 full months. From November to May. Treating you poorly and breaking my heart during the time period. You knew it to be true, that’s what I don’t understand. I can recall back in February- you crying and begging me to do something- anything to make her stop treating you so badly after you smoked three cigarettes in a row to calm your nerves. You asked me nicely to tell you if she was having an affair with me after she spent the morning giving me her full attention while we were all laying in bed. You knew the entire time that she wasn’t faithful. You could tell from the way she looked at me. Or the way she seemed to linger every time she touched me. Conversations would end when you walked in the room. She would often jerk away at your unexpected presence. You knew all along, whether or not you ignored it is a different story. Yet you choose to believe her now, and for what? Do you think it hurts me still to see you and her together? It doesn’t. I want you two together because both of you are toxic, awful people and neither one of you deserve anything better than each other. Do you think you are showing me that you’ve won? You haven’t. She’s still manipulative and you’re still her puppet. Just like I was. No one wins in an affair. No one. She had me thinking I was everything to her, the way she would kiss me. The way she would have me stay out of school on her days off so we could spend a few hours in bed away from you. The way she would call me, begging me to come spend time with her at work. Even in the way she liked the way I said her name. You’ll soon learn that the only thing she is, is a good fuck. That’s the only thing she can do right and honest. She cheated on Sidney, and she cheated on you, and if you think that she won’t do it again- I feel sorry for you. I truly do.